apparently i have turned around rather suddenly
and become something of the person i've wanted to be.
it didn't happen in an instant.
it didn't happen because i thought it out strategically.
it didn't happen because i tried really hard.
it actually was
from the overflow.
and now i know:
i can turn around on some unknown future day
and have become more of who i've wanted to be
not because i knew the exactly right way to do it
but because i walked by faith that only He could do it.
[if only these moment weren't so few and far between.]