sometimes i feel like it's too tall an order, this business of becoming who i am... becoming who i already am, becoming who i want to be.
i get so scared of messing up that i don't even want to try. i get so discouraged by my repeated failures that i just want to quit. it's too hard! it's too much work! it's insurmountable! i'm so far away from the goal. how will i ever get there? what could possibly sustain me?
what could possibly sustain me?
what could possibly sustain me to see the vision realized, to see the goal met?
and it's there, right there in that place, that it is proved:
i need You. i do.